Posts Tagged ‘heartbreak’

she left a week ago
now I’m standing in her kitchen
cooking dinner

she’s on the computer
I’m drinking a beer
the dog wants to play

she said she missed me
I missed her too

there is still a lingering
sense of death
and awkwardness

the rain taps at the window
like hope waiting to be let in
where did it all do wrong?

the water for the pasta
is boiling and I’m
wondering

what the hell am I doing here?

 

Rainy Window by Souleris

Rainy Window by Souleris

She cries and bounces
In her madness
Like the rest
Of us that are lost

As the bass line
Grooves and thunders
And makes the girls
Swing it and gyrate

Lust and depravity
Are lost in tender
Thoughts that
Mix with music and nectar

Delusion in a hope
That probably will
Not be realized,
Dies before the dawn

The bass line goes on
Claps in my head
Too far gone
And there’s no way back

Groove to it
The madness
Is a dance of
Desire and melancholy

She is so far
And yet my passion
Is so near
But for so long

Why?
The bother is more
Than the reward
It’s all really just

Transitory illusion
I swallow
As the night
Wears on

Hello to my soul
Hello to my hell
Hello to the fools
Hello to the saints

Hello to our next nightmare

Broken Heart Emoticon by www.symbols-n-emoticons.com

Broken Heart Emoticon by http://www.symbols-n-emoticons.com

She says she likes being with me
Because I treat her nice
Not like shit
I like being with her because
She makes me feel good
She says she loves my voice
The way I carry myself
In her eyes, I am a man
Not a bum
In my eyes, she is perfection
Everything I’ve ever wanted
In a woman
It would be a damn shame
For paranoia to crush us
Like bugs

Paranoid Love Hearts by Nathan Nelson

Paranoid Love Hearts by Nathan Nelson

My eyes slowly opened
As I exited the bizarre and ideal
And entered
The strange but true

I could not breath
I was being crushed
By the intense weight
Of life

Disappointed family
Ruined lives
Cheap wine and hot dogs
Dinner for 1

What the fuck
Happened to me?
I think the deck
Was stacked

Doomed from conception
So what happened
I mean really happened
Was that I happened

A drunk with shit stained eyes
Indignation
Lashed out from
A rum soaked tongue

A thief, a liar, a cheat
Scheming and deceiving
Not giving a damn
About anything

The pressure increases
As the thoughts
Invade and pillage
My guilty conscience

I feel it in my chest
My heart crumbles
And I fall apart
Like an old Roman statue

But please, one last drink
Before I go
Even if it’s the last drop
From the bottom

One last drop
For one last drunk
Who breathes his last breath
From the bottom

That was what you wore that day
In the same way
The rain drops bring
Your name
The lines are there but
The words are for the others to decipher
The blur, the meaning in the
Mind’s perception filtered through
Beautiful tyrants and
Righteous Samson quests
The hair is gone but
The heart still remains
Albeit a little rough around the edges
It still remains
Like the black box of life
Of this out of mind existence
Hello, please leave a message
Thank you
No problem
Just passin’ through
Maybe had a love or two
Maybe had a sense of something
To do
Maybe, just maybe
I’ll get on through

After the Rain by Aquasixio

After the Rain by Aquasixio

when I look in the mirror
I see nothing except
the backround reflection
yet they say
they can see me
its as if I was Dracula
but I live in Florida
the sunshine state
I sleep on the floor
not in a coffin
and I wish I could
turn into a bat because
I can’t always
catch the bus
I don’t drink blood
but I like bloody marys
and the only women
I can hypnotize
are the loose kind
it’s not with my eyes either
or by the way I talk
but with the drugs
and alcohol
not only that
but every woman
I’ve ever loved
has driven a stake
through my heart
so I guess it looks like
I’m not a vampire
after all
just an invisible shmuck

The Invisible Man by NightwolfArt

The Invisible Man by NightwolfArt

as I languish in that pit
of hellish self-loathing
and deception
as I blindly waste away
to dust and
ashes
comes the sign

through the darkness
and suffocation
it comes

ever so small
ever so understated

yet it washes all the waste
away

her touch is magic
her touch is the fire
of the gods
her touch means
everything

an instant of life is
better than an eternity
of death

the wail of the desperate
awakens the valley

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